Hello everyone, so a new year has arrived upon us. So are there any goals for you this year? Well, I have. I want to finish my 2014 goals that I been dreaming since 2013 but it was my 2012 goals that my 2011 goals been set upon. You get what I mean haha. I been changing a lot since I enter Universiti. I can feel myself getting more active and more clever? Nahh, I just been working really hard in my studies cause the guy I like or love is more clever than me and more sweet and more everything that I dream of. OMG I'm melting arghh so in order for me to attract his attention, I been working my ass off so he will notice me but I don't know about you guys but I think I'm falling too deep into the hole in which I won't climb back up if he took the final push at my heart. I am literally standing near the hole of doom and all he need to make me not me is just one finally push at my unrequited love. Yeah so I'm a fucking idiot in love with a dark smart dwarf. That's how blind love is. Eppy is my child for he was given to me by that idiot I love. He's my study support. Isn't he cute?

Anyway let's go back to our topic. Instead of a new year goals I decided to do it as new semester goals because the year doesn't matter much to me but usually the semester. So let's move on to our first goal which is TO LOSS WEIGHT. I know, I know weight is a sensitive topic for a girl especially me since I am big and fat and unattractive. I really really want to loss weight. I'm not doing it for the boy I like, I'm not doing it so that my sister will stop calling me fat, I'm not doing it to get famous or attention, I'm doing it because I want too and I'm sick and tired of the society giving THOSE LOOKS at fat people. We can't help it!! We're fat, deal with it!! At least we can loss weight but you cannot do anything to a heart as black as raven. So how am I gonna lose weight? Hmmm so I plan on buying Gorgeousleem, it's a diet pill? I know, I know. I already survey it and I look at the testimony and it's quite good, I think? So when I received my ptptn money, I'm gonna go buy it. Yeah i can't wait to try it out. Imma happy girl haha. But i won't only depend on those pills. I need to exercise and take care of my food intake. i also will start drinking green tea for i already bought 3 packages of jasmine green tea hahaha my favourite tea in the world.

The next goal is of course to get white and smooth and very soft skin. Not only on my face but my entire body. Yeah I'm doing the impossible. Which means I'm gonna have to apply LOTION on my body haha yeahhh fuck those lotion man,I hate themmmm. And I also plan to buy the Aurawhite beauty collagen. It's like a drink supplement that make your skin bright or something. Haha so if I have enough money, I'll buy them. I already accustom myself to apply tofu mask everytime before I go to sleep so i don' think it's a problem for me. And i already bought an umbrella to protect my skin for the sun's uv ray. I gotta tell you Sarawak is hot, Hot, HOt, HOTTTT. Too hot I think but at night, it's freaking cold man. Gotta wear a sweater at night. Well I usually spent my night at the faculty so yeahh it's like my second home there. There's wifi, a comfy sofa and air-conditioner. Just Purrrrfect haha and my room is near my faculty so when it's midnight, that's my cue to go back home. Need enough sleep to get a healthy skin. Yeah that's also an important factor. Next semester, I'm gonna start bringing big water bottles to class for in order to achieves a smooth skin, we need to drink WATER!! 

The third goals is of course to score much better in my second semester. For I will be busy with my MPP and PERSAINTEK work and I think there is also a Zoology Family Day? OMG!!!! More work, more fun, more stress, more photos and videos and more memories to tell my kids and grandkids about them. I just can't wait for it. Thereis also MAPU in which we, the exco of art and culture are in charge off so I'm gonna do my best for it. I will do better in my studies and in my work for I will make my parents proud of me. I just want them to cry in happiness. I want to get a good job and let them do their haji. That is my dream goals for my parents. sending them to do haji. And when it's time, Allah will show me who is my husband. I really wish  it's someone that I love or not. I don't really care that much about my future husband yada yada yada. I just have to wait, that's all. I don't have that much of a goals in my second semester. I just hope for the best. Allah will show the way. Okay, I think this is it for now. See you later guys :)