My result for Semester 1
Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah. As you can see, that is my result for my first semester in my University life. It amaze me how loving someone and wanting to change can effect me especially my academic performances. For let me tell you this, this is the first time that I got a 3.5 something something. I always receive 2.6 or 2.5 in my result so I am really really surprise to see my result like that.
I was really shock to see that I gor a B on statistics and biochemistry for let me tell you, I REALLY REALLY AND TRULY HATE MATHS AND CHEMISTRY. Actually he taught me statistics so I really gave it my all since I wanna make him proud. Wahhhh I really didn't expect my ecology and biodiversity to get an A. I really like the lecturer that teaches me. They make me fell like studying more. Anyways, I'm gonna tell a story about my study routine here.
First of all, I didn't start studying until the fourth day of the study week. All I did was watching movies, eating, sleeping, fooling around and then I realize. What am I doing? I'm repeating what I did during high school and matriculation. This has to stop now! So I started studying more seriously. Every morning I woke up at 7-ish, make my drink ( 2 pack of nescafe in one cup, I know crazy right ) and open up my laptop. There, I study by making notes from the lecture notes in my laptop. I prefer writing back the notes in colorful pens. Every 2 hours, I stop for a bit to eat. Need to replenish my energy, studying takes a lot of energy you know? After that, I continue back where I left off.
At noon, I completed 1 chapter in 1 subject. Hahaha slowpoke right yeahhh -___- whatever man. After that, I get ready to go out and buy something to eat. 12 until 2 is my free time so I can do whatever I want. After I bought my food, it's time to watch some anime bitches hahaha I usually watch it while eating. 2 in 1 multitasking dude. After that, I continue studying and studying and studying until it's 7-ish pm. Ohh I forgot, I always spend my time at the faculty after noon until midnight. Yeah when the clock strike 12, that's my cue to go back home to my room and get ready to sleep.
At night is where the fun starts, he will sometimes come to the faculty and that's where I get to enjoy watching him teach me and other people. There was one time where he was explaining to me about statistics, my eyes couldn't get off of his biceps and his hot ass. Setan was trying to seduced me into thinking lewd stuff about him BUT my exam was coming near and I need to focus extra harder. Anyways there was a very religious boy in the room so I need to keep my thoughts in check. Stupid hormones >.< When we take a break, one of us will go to buy some food and drinks and some even go to the toilets. The faculty is a scary places at night so we watch each others back neko neko.
I wanna thank everyone that help teach me stuff I'm really not great at. Without your help, I would not achieve these results. And a reminder, a dumb can become a genius but it takes the will to achieve that victory that keeps you motivated to study. Never give up and you will achieve it. With Allah wills, it can happen. Ganbatte mina!
Tahun Baru so Azam Baru is it ?
Hello everyone, so a new year has arrived upon us. So are there any goals for you this year? Well, I have. I want to finish my 2014 goals that I been dreaming since 2013 but it was my 2012 goals that my 2011 goals been set upon. You get what I mean haha. I been changing a lot since I enter Universiti. I can feel myself getting more active and more clever? Nahh, I just been working really hard in my studies cause the guy I like or love is more clever than me and more sweet and more everything that I dream of. OMG I'm melting arghh so in order for me to attract his attention, I been working my ass off so he will notice me but I don't know about you guys but I think I'm falling too deep into the hole in which I won't climb back up if he took the final push at my heart. I am literally standing near the hole of doom and all he need to make me not me is just one finally push at my unrequited love. Yeah so I'm a fucking idiot in love with a dark smart dwarf. That's how blind love is. Eppy is my child for he was given to me by that idiot I love. He's my study support. Isn't he cute?
Anyway let's go back to our topic. Instead of a new year goals I decided to do it as new semester goals because the year doesn't matter much to me but usually the semester. So let's move on to our first goal which is TO LOSS WEIGHT. I know, I know weight is a sensitive topic for a girl especially me since I am big and fat and unattractive. I really really want to loss weight. I'm not doing it for the boy I like, I'm not doing it so that my sister will stop calling me fat, I'm not doing it to get famous or attention, I'm doing it because I want too and I'm sick and tired of the society giving THOSE LOOKS at fat people. We can't help it!! We're fat, deal with it!! At least we can loss weight but you cannot do anything to a heart as black as raven. So how am I gonna lose weight? Hmmm so I plan on buying Gorgeousleem, it's a diet pill? I know, I know. I already survey it and I look at the testimony and it's quite good, I think? So when I received my ptptn money, I'm gonna go buy it. Yeah i can't wait to try it out. Imma happy girl haha. But i won't only depend on those pills. I need to exercise and take care of my food intake. i also will start drinking green tea for i already bought 3 packages of jasmine green tea hahaha my favourite tea in the world.
The next goal is of course to get white and smooth and very soft skin. Not only on my face but my entire body. Yeah I'm doing the impossible. Which means I'm gonna have to apply LOTION on my body haha yeahhh fuck those lotion man,I hate themmmm. And I also plan to buy the Aurawhite beauty collagen. It's like a drink supplement that make your skin bright or something. Haha so if I have enough money, I'll buy them. I already accustom myself to apply tofu mask everytime before I go to sleep so i don' think it's a problem for me. And i already bought an umbrella to protect my skin for the sun's uv ray. I gotta tell you Sarawak is hot, Hot, HOt, HOTTTT. Too hot I think but at night, it's freaking cold man. Gotta wear a sweater at night. Well I usually spent my night at the faculty so yeahh it's like my second home there. There's wifi, a comfy sofa and air-conditioner. Just Purrrrfect haha and my room is near my faculty so when it's midnight, that's my cue to go back home. Need enough sleep to get a healthy skin. Yeah that's also an important factor. Next semester, I'm gonna start bringing big water bottles to class for in order to achieves a smooth skin, we need to drink WATER!!
The third goals is of course to score much better in my second semester. For I will be busy with my MPP and PERSAINTEK work and I think there is also a Zoology Family Day? OMG!!!! More work, more fun, more stress, more photos and videos and more memories to tell my kids and grandkids about them. I just can't wait for it. Thereis also MAPU in which we, the exco of art and culture are in charge off so I'm gonna do my best for it. I will do better in my studies and in my work for I will make my parents proud of me. I just want them to cry in happiness. I want to get a good job and let them do their haji. That is my dream goals for my parents. sending them to do haji. And when it's time, Allah will show me who is my husband. I really wish it's someone that I love or not. I don't really care that much about my future husband yada yada yada. I just have to wait, that's all. I don't have that much of a goals in my second semester. I just hope for the best. Allah will show the way. Okay, I think this is it for now. See you later guys :)
